So now dah 2017. Looking back all I can say is that a lot has happen in a year. You'd be surprise of the things yang dah terjadi during last year. Whatever it is I am thankful for all the good and the bad. Got to thanked a few people who screwed me up, who teach me a good lesson about life and friendship and those who made me stronger than I was before, today. Thank you bitches and bastards. Lesson learned. Thank god I moved on quickly, mastered the art of patience and keeping my mouth shut and just let my work and results speaks for itself. You know what they say, if you shout back only a few people will hear you, but if you "showed" them the reply, the whole world can see and hear you.
Well, well, well, I am no angel but I don't disturbed other people punya life nor have I ever ruin anyone's life. That much I can tell you for sure. You know I am not a complicated person. If I don;t like, I will tell you. If I hate you, I will just avoid you. If I need to know something, I will ask. If I miss you, I will call. Simple as that.
Tapi tu la bukan semua orang malaikat yer tak. Wow boy did I learn last year a lot about people. One thing I can tell you is that, MONEY do change people, especially people who has never had it so much before. Macam terkejut ke apa tak tau lah. Yang jenis culture shock, social climber tu lagi banyak I discovered and some are those who were very very close to me once upon a time. Owh well, shit happens kan. I am blessed to know all this cepat because I think I have been too nice to these people. Yelah sometimes family, either my own or extended family or friends, I always be extra nice because I love my families and friends. If they need help, be sure that I will definitely help the best I can. If they have a problem, I am always there to listen. If they need a certain contact, if I know I definitely will be stupid enough to introduce. Hahahahah. Because before 2017, I always thought takpe la rezeki masing masing. Which is true. But than slowly when they get to know your contact, they start to shit on your face slowly but surely and take your contact away from you and against you. For what fucking ever the reasons are, I memang tak faham. You know a person from me, you than sembang kencang with that person kemain lagi sembang siap buat cerita. If you are a family or a close friend talking so bad about me, dah la aku yang introduce, kau rasa orang tu tak akan percaya ke? Family or kawan kau kot, Memang iye la kan. But there are some smart contacts of mine yang smart enough to think and get back to me to double check on some stories. Now, this is where these bitches and bastards kantoi. I am telling you, I am no witch but never ever LIE to me because I dont know why but I will definitely FIND OUT without me even looking for it or asking about it. Mesti ada yang akan menyampai kat telinga ni. Seriously.
So I always pray that I dijauhkan from orang orang perangai tak berapa nak elok ni. Starting middle of last year I started to delete a few people from my Facebook and Instagram because these people are not REAL to my face. Setakat nak stalk, see what I am doing, than gossip behind me kemudian try to add my friends or family whom they do not know. What the fuck is that? Have you got no SHAME? Seriously? I myself have got to work my way to know a certain people in my life. Invested my time to go to a certain event so that I could know a certain people for business. To build their trust is another story. And you people senang senang add orang and than mentioned my name plak macam aku ni reference kau nak mintak keje dalam resume. Ape cibai kau ni. So fucking disgusting.
Than some extended family yang acah acah glam tetiba, dah nampak bunga bunga social climber tu dok mai sikit sikit being fake in front of you and behind you, they are being nice to your ex friend whom you are trying to berbaik but in the end jadi taik because of people like these social climber dok bermsg kot belakang buat cerita macam macam. Why? Because they want to be close to her/him. Eh, hellooooo you are so young and stupid, you do all this and you think I wont find out. Than you give me a fake call buat buat macam KL ni kawasan bapak aku by saying you are here sorry la tak jumpa next time you come you will definitely meet me. Helloooo, I dont give a fuck if you are here in KL or in Johor or in Singapore or in HELL. You dont have to call me to inform I am not your mother. If you really want to see me you would have made time and call me to fix or set a time and place to meet not to call me kasitau you are here etc. Even if I caught you pegi coffee coffee with a certain someone pon I dont fucking care. You must understand that once I've spit I am never gonna lick back. Ewwww. Be gone social climber, culture shock punya people yang tetiba baru berkawan with a certain level of people terus jadi acah acah high society. Be gone from my life you people. I dont need a fakester anymore in my life.
I am extremely thankful seriously thankful that I stick to my kesabaran, stand up tall and walk without looking back. Because of that I have achieved a certain dreams that I wanted to achieve. Thank you for making it easy for me. Sabar itu memang indah. Trust me. No point gaduh gaduh I am not the type that likes to gaduh, sakit hati pon I diam and than i go see my cousins and rant about it to just let it off my system. Lega lepas tu. Moved on do my work quietly and wallaaaaaa, kick ass in the process. Syukur for that.
What people think about me is really none of my bloody business. First of all, they don't pay for my bills or pay for my food so fuck it. If you hate me, there will be others who would love me as a friend or business partner. Life is too short. After my brother's death, I've decided to live my life the way I want to, as long as I dont aniaya another human or ruin another person's life, I'd live it. I started to spend more time with my family compared to before. I dont go out at nights unless there is an event which requires me to attend or something. I feel so much happier.
So in 2017 Insyaallah I want to achieve double than what I have achieve in 2016. Double income and profit to all the business that I do. Double happiness, double peacefulness, double my wealth, double in terms of health to be a healthier person than before and double kindness. Insyaallah.
I am going to drop a certain people from my life this Q1 of 2017. I am just waiting for the right moment for that. I hope I dont meet these bitches or bastards in 2017 and if I do meet any of them, I will be avoiding these people at all cost and never let them into my life. My life is private now because when it wasn't private, a lot of people take advantage of it. So now, goodbye no more craps from you people. I am going to attract only POSITIVITY this 2017.
Now this is my blog, I have a lot to say here. If you dont like what i blog about please do not read it anymore because your opinion does not matter. I need this blog to vent out and talk about a few stuff.
Hmmmpp....till than bye bye
#2017resolutionmuch
#positivelife
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