Time Will Heal............hopefully

Terlajak perahu boleh nak diundur tapi kalau terlajar kata......haihhh susah I tell you. Maka dengan itu, tolong dan tolong dan tolonglah before we wanna say something, think, think and think before you speak. Sebab lidah ni tajam dia Masyaallah. Family pon bole bergaduh kerana lidah. Also kerana mulut badan binasa which is why we must always take care of our words before we speak. 

I am a person yang dah biasa be alone. I can do things alone, I can go out alone, travel alone and semua alone lah. When I was young I can say I am a rebel. Memang selalu ada konflik jiwa kacau orang kata. Pemarah ya amat mungkin sebab growing up, my dad passed away when I was in college. I was very close to him and only to him can I open up about everything in my life apart from my grandmother. I have a mother right now. Macam biasa our relationship nak kata close tu tidak, nak kata renggang jugak tidak. Macam biasa. I respect and love my mother as she has given birth to me and bring me to this world but I am not close to her. When I was much younger I had a lot of missunderstanding with my mother, I rasa biasa la kot in any family a child growing up surely ada punya masalah here and there. I would say I was never a problem to her because after my father passed away, my uncle continue to pay for my education and I continue my studies here but living in a hostel not with my mother. Mungkin kerana terlalu rapat dengan nenek hubungan dengan mak tu tak berapa rapat. I was not always living with my mother also compared to my brother and sister. I was the middle child and so you know what that means. Nonetheless, my mother is my mother and I love her. Cuma lately ni ada satu kejadian in the family. 

Now, this issue here is a bit crazy. I have a cousin, this one particular cousin whom I was not even close with before because she is totally the opposite of me. She is very quiet, very shy kalau nak dengar dia bercakap tu macam ada diamond dalam mulut susah la sangat dia nak bercakap. I think start 2016 this cousin dah mula keluar dari kepongpong. Dia jadi friendly, suka bersembang. I was not so comfortable actually from the beginning when she started to open her mouth and become a person so friendly you are wondering what is going on with her. Hmmmp. I already have a BFF who is my another cousin Tini. Tini and I are inseparable. Mana mana pergi always together since long long time ago. Zaman muda pergi clubbing pon together. You can say everyone knows how close me and Tini are. The day Dida my quiet cousin started talking, Tini and her becomes like Me and Tini. You know 3 is always a crowd. But I let it be because Tini masih kawan baik I. She has not changed a bit eventho she spends more time with Dida. Tini is a housewife and I am working on my business so I am always busy. Dida is not married, has no business, living on her parent's trust fund senang cerita goyang kaki lah walau usia nak masuk 4 series. Jadi keadaan ni lebih mudah for Dida and Tini to become close. Mula mula tu I have to admit I was jealous because Tini is my bestfriend/cousin. But lama lama I feel ok la Dida ni she managed to capture my heart and I was fond of her too. So the 3 of us created a whatsapp group nak senang kita bersembang bertiga. Senang all 3 knows all. But Dida has got some dark past that she hide from semua orang. 

To cut the story short, one day Tini called this one ustaz who came from Acheh untuk berubat Tini. She was sick in a way no medical doctor could rawat. The last solution is to get an ustaz to help. This ustaz from Acheh was recommended by a relative so we all tak takut sebab family yang introduce. The ustaz doesn't look dodgy too. Finally the day came for Tini untuk berubat and here comes Dida saying she too wants to berubat, she claim to have some sickness here and there. Tak kisah lah so they berubat together in Tini's house with the presence of Tini's mom and husband. I was supposed to be there too because I too was not feeling to well I thought why not check je la ustaz dah di sini no harm trying. Paling paling pon bole amik air ke apa untuk minum sudah la. But, nak dijadikan cerita I had a project at the time and was unable to join them. Dida kept on pestering me suruh jugak berubat dengan ustaz ni. I was like sabar lah I am so busy you have no idea and so I said Sunday lah. 

On hari ke 5 Dida berubat, she bring along 1 big bag of IKEA bag tangkal tangkal makeups and small small items which rupanya dulu dulu dalam dok diam diam tu dok pergi jumpa bomoh with her ex friend. Masyaaallah banyak ler benda dia mengambil you won't believe it if you see her face. She look so baik and innocent. I know this because Tini and her mother told me what happen on a daily basis during the time diorang berubat dengan ustaz tu. I kept my mouth shut and not even once mentioned to my mother or her mother. I warned Tini to let Dida's mother know that dia sekarang sedang berubat because it is very dangerous. If anything were to happen to Dida during the time dia berubat, Tini is going to get it from Dida's mother. Tini doesn't want because she is afraid. I don't blame her because our unty can be a bit scary at times. What I fear finally came true. Hari ke 5 Dida berubat she followed the ustaz to throw away her 1 bag of tangkals and stuff in some sungai. I don't know la if it's the right way to do stuff as I am not well verse in ilmu hitam and what not. Malam tu Dida went home and became crazy. She started talking nonsense like a crazy person. She run in the middle of the night to her mother's room and started shouting and crying. She said I BITE HER. Yes she accused me of biting her and "hantar barang" to her. Obviously I know it's not her yang bercakap. But her mother believed. I don't blame my unty because as a mother she is worried and panic about her daughter. A mother would believe everything her child says for sure. So apparently Dida went crazy the whole night. She kept saying I did it to her. The next day, my unty demands everyone to be present in an emergency family meeting. 

In the meeting, I am the main suspect. Betul betul funny to think of it. I came alone without my mother because my mother refuse to attend. I didn't want her to attend the meeting too because I am afraid it might get emotional and she might be freaking out or something. So yes I was alone. Alone and ready to face whatever crap in front of me. Tini's father was also there. So he ask Dida to speak first. Dida yang sememangnya bukan Dida started talking. She asked me about my trip to Indonesia. She ask me what was I doing in Indonesia? I said I went for business and also for leisure which is true and I didn't lie. She ask again, "sure ke?" and continue "bukan pergi jumpa bomoh ke?". At that point my blood was boiling and I said no I did not go there to meet bomoh. If I wanted to meet bomoh I don't have to go to Indonesia, Malaysia pon banyak. Hehe. Everyone kept quiet. Than Dida just snorted and rolled her eyes and sit. After that Dida's mother started talking. Now, this is where it all started. When my unty started to open her mouth. My owh my the words that came out of her mouth is unbelievably sickening. My own unty accused me of "menghantar barang" to my own cousin, she said she knows her daughter too well her daughter don't do nonsense etc etc. So many hurtful things was said to me from her. I defended myself alone, by myself and walk out of the house feeling like a bomb about to explode. I could explode in front of them but they are orang tua in the family, we were very close before I do not want to add to the shits that was already said to me. Had I opened my mouth time tu lah, I think my unty might just collapsed or flush her head in the toilet bowl. Hmmmp. I walked out after explaining myself because I could not face my blood relations anymore. Tini told me that her father scolded Dida's mother for saying such things to me. He explained to Dida's mother that Dida has been taking things from various bomoh behind her back for almost 9 years. Boy did it shocked Dida's mother. She said she know her daughter too well before and now its clear that she doesn't. And she has accused me who was not even there at the time they berubat and was never in Dida's life way before when she was doing bomoh hopping. 

Tapi nak buat macam mana like I said terlajak perahu bole undur lah ni dah terlajak kata, kata pulak benda yang tajam yang sakitkan hati macam mana nak buat? I started to leave each and every family whatsapp group and everyone started to freak out why I left. My mother never questioned why I left she knows. Next I started to unfriend Dida on all social media. Tini told me it's good to do that because I need time to heal my heart. She was right. I need some time to heal my broken heart. Hati ni bukan broken sebab kawan. I don;t give a damm if it's a friend yang kata tu. Because it's a family yang kata the hurt is very deep. I don't know sampai bila baru I will be OK. I know my unty feels bad saying those things to me now that she knows the true story but I don't care. I am upset. To me, she should have think secara rational first and use a much more proper words towards me. I have never done anything to any of my family member. Even those I do not like I still respect them when I see them because blood will always be blood. Tapi for now, eventho blood relation, biar lah dulu. I am hurt. I need some time to be alone and away. I am not answering any phone calls, or whatsapp or sms at the moment kecuali from Tini. Tini understands me. 

Now today Tini told me that Dida is now normal. She is back to being herself and that she feels so bad about what happen. She also said she miss me. I cried when Tini said that to me because I too miss her. She is my family. But I can't be her friend anymore because what her mother said to me is too hurtful. I told Tini to let it be, I need more time to heal. Hopefully I can heal perfectly. For now, all I can say is that never hurt your family especially those who has always been there for you. Hmmmppp 

Peace, no war

#midnightranting

#storyofmylife

#deardiary

Tan Sri Irwan Serigar.......hmmmppp

Ok. From this photo i got from Google let me just say that Tan Sri Irwan is the one wearing the shade. I feel like writing about him for some reasons. I have been following Tan Sri's journey in politics as well as on his social media which I am unsure runs by he himself ke or his PA. But, this one Tan Sri is very very interesting I must say. He is just sooooo pelik and different in a good way. Sorry for my choice of words but it's just how I think best to describe him. 

Last Saturday there was an event held at Nu Sentral mall and I finally feel like attending that event because I would really like to meet TSI again even from far to watch what he does. You can say that I am a fan. I am a fan of a person who can change another person's life or future. Yes I am a sucker for that. Now, I do not know TSI personally but I have to admit I have heard of so many gossips about him being a womanizer, gatal etc etc. Well, he is a man after all kan ade ke lelaki yang tak gatal evntho berbini? Ade ke? Huhuhu. Just stating the truth here. That is his personal which I do not even want to go there. 

There I was seated at the chairs at the side of the stage at Nu Sentral waiting anxiously for TSI to appear and walla, the time was spot on the dot as per schedule, he came towards the event area, salam few people and seated on the long sofa or bench whatever. I was like yeay finally. Throughout the event (i was there till night), I can tell you one thing, this dude is so freaking passionate about his job. His students plak macam so comfortable with him, macam cakap pon bole melawak semua. They are comfortable with this guy. When he went on stage he didn't walk like his age, he actually walk as if he was going to do some serious dancing, this man here hati nya muda. That is so obvious. I feel so mesmerized by him I am not even shy to say. Of course lepas few minutes Fazura came and sit right next to him. Hmmpp heheheh well I don't know some people say he has a fling with Fazura but who cares. Lol. 

Tapi dalam dok macam ni, umur macam ni, this person here do things that improve a person's future and lives. I only wish to see more smart government officials such as TSI in the near future. Susah nak cari the likes of him. When I attended YES last weekend I feel like nak join the UKM masterclass training sebab I feel like wow, this is good. I am also a small business owner but I have never been so serious in what I do. I feel like if I were to concentrate on what I do I can be a multi millionaire. My wish is to see more people like TSI. Not sombong, easy to approach, has got the brain and he actually do his job. 

I have always terserempak with TSI sometimes I think he saw me sometimes I just noticed him from far. But the most obvious encounter was last Christmas 2016 I met TSI in London. It was at Bayswater, I think he just came back from a walk at Hyde Park. I was actually too shy to even say Hi which is stupid I know. Should have ask for a selfie I am sure he would say ok. Lol. Saw him with his whole family walking down Bayswater road. They look good. 

I hope there will be more programs made by TSI in the near future because as it is I am very geared up and excited to join in. Would love to learn from an experience person such as him. Nak buat macam mana kalau nak belajar memang kena belajar dari orang lama. They have more experience and what they teach you won't find in the texbook kan. Hopefully some day, Insyaallah. 

Peace, no war....

#tansriirwanserigar

#TSI

#YES

KING COCO PART 2

Hmmmpp King Coco King Coco King Coco. King Coco ni kemain happening lately kat IG. Again I just want to clarify that I am NOT a fan of King Coco. I don't even know this girl personally. But lately bukak IG rasa macam so iritated like crazy. Owh please don't get me wrong, I am not iritated with King Coco. King Coco tu dah memang dia tu macam tu nak iritated pon x guna senang jangan tengok xde la rasa meluat. Dah la tak kenal pastu dok gossip pulak pasal dia ni buat dosa free je tau tau tau tau tau....

Firstly, I saw so many King Coco fake IGs I would say created by people who hates her la kot. Kemain bash lagi dalam tu. Well, what I wanted to say today is that, King Coco ni dah pon kawen. Her madu don't seems to be writing stuff to bash her also and she is also not divorced with her husband which means maybe just maybe they might be happy with certain arrangements. Tu kan personal life mereka mana la kita nak tau. Takkan nak p tanya benda dalam kain yer tak. Yes, this coco girl has dark past as you can see from her past uploads on IGs which I believe some has been removed from her IG but ada fanatically crazy people actually saved those and used it right now to bash her over and over again. Like I said m not a fan of King Coco nor do I like her because yes she can be very iritating with that slang and bimbo-ish attitude she potrays. But guys, she is already married. Now you don't see her dancing on the table like a slut and a Coyote Ugly wannabe anymore.You don't see her slutting around hop in and off hotel rooms anymore. You only see her doing IG reviews for some sad products and now you can see most of the time she is properly dressed. Ada gak la some sexy ones but banyak now tutup jugak lah compared to before before she was married. I just want to say, let her go. Let her be. Why must you people create fake IGs and stuffs and upload her past. It's a sin terang terangan. If you say she is ahli neraka, what's the difference with you people who upload her past photos that she has already deleted? Hmmmp free free je dosa. So much hate m telling you so so so much hate on the fake IG of King Coco. It's sad really. Sebabnya, for all you know all 3 of them laki binis are Ok with each other dah takde masalah kot maybe with whatever arrangement it is they made between them but yang dok mem-bash ni hati dah jadi hitam kotor dok bash orang, upload orang punya past photo kumpul dosa dosa. Tak fikir ke? Kot yer pon menyampah try to calm yourself. To me we must think before doing anything because we must remember hukum karma. What we do we will get it back and everyone has a past and when they go out of the zone of their past, they would definitely like to forget it. Kita bukak aib orang now, we don't know aib kita bila nak dibuka. It's so scary m telling you. What do you get from bashing this Coco girl? You hate the husband sebab buat macam tu kat bini no 1 tambah pulak bini tengah pregnant. Memang sakit hati. Yes it's so menyakitkan hati but maybe that guy punya karma is the 2nd wife? Maybe he did something wrong in the past and now he has another responsibility, another wife that he has to bimbing, whom dia sedang carry all her dosa. Is that not enough for you people? You all pon nak dosa sama naik kaaa dok bash gila babi lagu tu. Amboi depaaaa, kemain naaaa. It's so sick man seriously. Scary shit. I would like to advise whoever create that IG why don't you guys stop it with King Coco past. Why waste your time on someone you obviously hate?

Secondly, you guys hate her so much sampai ke kalbu kinda hate but you guys are the ones giving her free coverage, you guys are the ones who help her sebenarnya to viral herself. Before you all dok sibuk pasal King Coco ni sapa dia kenal budak ni? No one. Than she started to get on everyone's nerve and you people feel it's only natural to share storied pasal budak Coco ni here and there. Facebook, Instagram and even whatsapp broadcast. Orang yang tak tau pasal Coco ni mula curious and than they go on IG and find her kemudian add her to see this person. Kemudian you macam OMG budak ni biar betul OMG she is like this like that and you got hook on her IG. You hate her but you want to watch her. Isn;t that crazy? Yes it is. Than you share stuff about her. You all ni semua truthfully la dah kena game dengan dia ni. She probably plan all this so she would be viral secepat mungkin. You people are the ones that help her to be where she is now, ridiculously famous. She now dah jadi public figure. I mean seriously, public figure dah macam artist got invited here and there she is now up up up in the sky. Why? Because you guys, THE HATERS help her. Hehehe. Macam ni la senang cerita, kalau kita tak suka a person, the best thing to do is to unfollow that person and not share anything about that person. Don't give any attention. Ignore. Bye bye like that. If all the haters did that from the beginning, I strongly believe this King Coco girl won't be so famous sampai tahap macam ni. Of course ni maybe rezeki dia jugak which dah tertulis but I am just giving you some scenario and pointers. You all dah kata haters pastu viral her here and there. Niat dalam hati nak bash tapi tetiba terbagi dia famous, you tell me who look more stupid now? Hmmmppp. 

Lastly, hate is a very strong word. Kalau benci from today cuba unfollow, jangan tengok dah apa dia tu buat than that way xde sakit hati yer tak? Kemudian, stop talking about her, that way slowly but surely you will forget about this girl. Aaaaa pastu your life will be a better place for you to live in. It's seriously crazy how all the haters can go on and on and on about King Coco. Kata benci dok cakap lagi buat apa adeh laaaa. Let it go. Move on. Always believe in hukum karma because dalam dunia ni takde yang akan terlepas dari hukum karma. Kalau tak harini kena, esok, tak esok maybe lusa, tak kena kat dunia kena kat akhirat. Pokoknya, kena tetap kena lah. Hehehe. Depa laki bini bini dok syok ja ok ja dah settle apa semua kita plak dok buat gamat tak kena tempat. Macam kita plak bini no 1 or macam kita plak madu Coco. Huhuhuh. 

Let's bersihkan hati, live our life dengan penuh makna. Dari nak viral orang kita benci baik la kita viral diri kita ni sendiri bole gak buat business online kencang yer tak. Ape lah you olss ni hmmmpppp, dah viral diri bole la buat product ka buat apa ka yang bole generate income, mana tau jadi jutawan. Ini lagi bagus dari melayan budak budak acah bimbo. Trust me when i say that girl is not a bimbo she is smart and knows what she was doing right from the beginning. Ahaaaa, kita ni la dah kena game sebenarnya. Kih kih kih, Oleh itu belum terlambat lagi, change ourself for the better and be happy and let's up kan hidup kita semua. 

Peace, no war......

#kingcocowho

#kingcocopart2

#bukanfankingcoco

#kingcoco

Owh La La Marion

Aaaaaahhh Marion Caunter....

This gorgeous lady here selalu kena bash by netizen di awal dia berkahwin dengan the richest man in Malaysia, the man who owns NAZA. Many people say a lot of things to her. Sampai harini masih kedengaran suara sumbang ni semua dok mencaci kaw kaw si Marion Counter ni. Because I cannot take it anymore and because I feel it's my responsibility to say something about her, I am blogging about this beautiful lady. 

I am not her fan but I used to know her. We go to the same school but not the same class. We were in the same school since primary 1 til secondary 5. That is how long it is ya so you know we do know each other before, we played together in school before, we hang out together before, we macam macam lah together before. But that was before, not now. Now I do not know her. Well, you know people change so I am sure she change slightly but towards good or bad I do not know. But I do know before when we were in school she's always nice to me and everyone else. I would say Marion is the most beautiful girl in school before. Seriously. I myself always admire her beauty and I would always wish to look as beautiful as her. I remembered once I terserempak her and family at KOMTAR. She was the one who said hi to me. Mind you KOMTAR was like PAVILION back in the days before. But yeah the point is Marion is a nice person before. I hope she is a nice person now too. I dont know I have never like terserempak her or something except for once dulu before she got married I met her at an event. Seriously I thought she would not remember me because well entah la why would she remember me I was not in her class. But to my surprise she did and she also invited me to sit beside her and chat for a bit before she goes on to emcee this Dior event in KLCC. I was actually seronok and happy that she remembered me, it was so nice of her. For a famous person like that to stay grounded hmmmp bagus budak ni. Well done to her parents. It must be the good upbringing. 

Sooo...let's start with all these shit I have been hearing from before she got married up til now. Before she got married, they say a lot of things about her, that she wanted his money, that she is this and she is that. I ni bukan apa tapi amboi depa kemain na dok mengata kat orang, you kenai ka dia tu sapa? Mana you all tau dia mau duit detu? You nujum pak belalang ka? Hahaaha so funny I tell ya. Seriously funnyyyy.

Lepas tu she finally married him. Than you always see her IG or Facebook she will post photos of her life and her mother will always be there in the photo, her mother always there following her when she goes on a holiday. You will always see that because she always post the photo. Lepas tu netizen netizen yang dah macam ada PHD ni semua mula la kata dia ni kikis laki dia untuk family dia, said that her mother is always disturbing always following, taking advantage bla bla bla. Ni nak habaq mai la first of all, before she got married to him, she is already a "somebody" herself, she is a celebrity herself, she has her own money and she is famous internationally. She is rich herself but yes not as rich as her husband to be back than but the point is dia pon berduit jah oiii. Nak kata she married him for money is kinda hmmmp susah nak cakap because he himself is delicious looking. Kita yang biasa biasa tengok pon nampak macam yummy yummy inikan pula Marion yang dok berkawan dengan si Nasa tu takkan la dia tak fall in love with his looks. I am sure the guy is romantic and knows how to treat a woman by the look of it. That is also another point xkan la Marion tak fall head over heels for him. The money that comes with him is a bonus la. He is handsome and also rich. Its a package. And as a woman aku nak tanya sat, bila you nak cari laki, you nak nak yang bole jaga you, bagi hidup you senang ka you nak yang acah acah bagus tapi macam tak berapa nak ada. We woman (the normal ones at least) if we want to get married, we want a guy that could give us security in life, that could take care of us because takkan kita nak kerja forever. The fact that he is super sexy tu kira untung la sangat haih. Takkan you nak kawen dengan orang yang tidak boleh bagi you future? You get what I mean tak? Hmmpp kalau tak faham cek tak tau la kan. It's important to marry a man who can provide for you. Takat muka handsome tapi tak kerja atau tak ada kerja yang bagus yang mana bole bagi you security in life nak buat apa. Even if that dude is good in bed lah still, you nak beromen je ke sampai tua. Beromen ja tak pikir ke pasal future. My dear, love is beautiful and yes money is not everything. However, everything in this life needs money. You nak mula hidup you need money, you dah beromen you pregnant nak beranak you need money honey. Bukan dia keluaq macam tu ja hang kena p hospital beranak naaa. Habis tu hospital tu pak hang punya ka? No, you kena bayar even government hospital lah. What i am trying to say is that so she married a rich man so what? She is not entitled to secure her life ka? Itu pon you don't see her becoming a tai tai berenti kerja dok rumah goyang kaki. When she married she was still working, a good position sumore international celebrity status lagi. You imagine yourself lah how much she is earning from that? Nak kata dia kawen kerana duit it's wrong. Totally wrong.

No2, hangpa ni suka sangat kata kat mak dia. Hello, because of her mother she is where she is today. From as long as I can remember her mother is a nice person. Never sombong. So tak hairan la anak dia turn out to be good like that. Nak kata kat mak dia suka dok menyibuk tang mana holiday dia p tu pasaipa. That is her mother, his mother in law. It;s his responsibility also to care after his mother in law.  Mak mentua dia kot. Agak agak la nak kata. Kalau dah menantu tu kaya, takkan dia tak bole provide and bawak mak mentua ikut p berjalan? Kalau tak kisah plak hangpa kata pulak kat dia kata tak kisah. Dah dia kisah pon hang nak mengata. Macam mana? Gila ke apa. Huhuhuh. Seriously people are crazy sometimes. Some rich men should follow Nasa's footstep. Tengok macam mana dia jaga family dia and family bini dia. He makes both sides happy. That is not wrong because that is his family, his responsibility. You cannot questions something like this unless they are not married that is a different story maybe you bole la nak memekak tapi ni mother in law dia. If he wants to give her RM1mil pon its up to him she is his family now. You see now. 

Than you guys say marion ni kikis duit la spending duit laki dia la. Heyyyy hellooo tu laki dia omaigoddd suka hati dia la nak perabis duit laki dia. You all tak p kursus kawen ka. Duit bini is duit bini tapi duit laki is duit bini. Hehehe. I always remember this because I love the sentence. Lol. Yes its her husband, its up to her if she wants to spend his money. He lets her so why you all nak bising? Jealous ka? Ishkk ishkk if you all teringin nak jadi macam dia than find the correct husband. Some people are blessed in such ways we as human rakyat biasa bila tengok teringin betui tapi if you teringin either you try cari husband yang bagus yang bole beri you kesenangan or you work yourself up together with your currect husband supaya both of you will have a good life, bole spend spend p holiday overseas. You can if you work hard. You can't if you kerja dok tengok life orang kemudian dok bising ja mengata. We don't live their life. We don't know what is going on in their life. It could be from the photos you see they look so happy, but mana ada rumahtangga yang tak kena storm. Sure ada tapi takkan dia nak habaq kot. Hang sapa? Kawan dia ka? So we should not judge people's life. Best that we look at our own. If it's not perfect, work it to make it be perfect. 

Marion is married to an extremely rich man. Some schoolmates are bitching saying that she has changed she only hang out with rich and famous people. Well darling, let me just say, if you are Marion you will also hang out with rich and famous. Because she is already married to the rich and famous, it's only normal her circle of friends changes towards that. She is a socialite. She goes to exclusives functions, she met and mingle with these type of people. She's bound to make some BFFs among the rich and famous. But, just to point out something, I dont think she forgot where she came from or forgot her friends. I always see her sometimes hang out with people I know of, from the same school some from my class. When she got married she invited a lot of our friends including myself. But I was in confinement that time I didnt attend her wedding. If she is lupa daratan etc etc why would she want to still hang out with school friends? She has all the rich and famous BFF you always see her posting on her IG and Facebook. Hmmmp. Think before you want to say something, look before you want to judge. 

Her husband is a billionaire or perhaps more than that, you can't expect her to take uber or LRT when she goes somewhere. You can't expect her to enroll her kids in normal kindy. You can't expect her to simply go to some malls without escort. You can't expect her to hang out at mamak. She is somebody's wife, she is expected to socialize in a certain manner. Give her a break, life is not so easy sometimes eventho you are rich. Trust me I took care of Siti Nurhaliza once before she got married and I really pity her. She can't go out sesuka hati to mamak, she can't this she can't that. I have seen and lepak with her at a balcony in a hotel in Penang where she was crying because of stress tak bole buat itu ini. Yes they have money but life sometimes is difficult for them. You don't know there are a lot of crazy people out there. Maybe nak kidnap ke nak apa ke you know. So give these people a break. Let them live their life however they want to. Before we want to judge look at them properly, understand their situation, why they behaves like that, why they carry a certain handbag, why they are friends with a certain group of people, why why why why. Always ask why and think. 

Leceh la semua nak kena habaq. Jaga diri sendiri sudah la wei. Dok memekak kata kat orang buat apa laaa seronok sangat bagi dosa. Dia Islam ka murtad ka hang ka yang tanggung dosa dia. Dia tu berlaki biaq la laki dia dok ada untuk tanggung what fucking ever pon. Penat la baca all these negatives comments sometimes. Orang tu nak hidup normal pon susah. Tuah dia dapat orang kaya. Dah la kaya laki dia sexy and handsome plak tu. Kau adoo? Haaaa

Peace, no war

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#dontjudgeabookbyitscover

Kadang kadang tu aku rasa pelik dengan keluarga yang suka memusnahkan hubungan satu sama lain. Bukan kerana apa, tapi macam you know its so weird can't you think yang you are hurting your own blood. Sepatutnya among families orang kata kalau cubit kaki kiri, kaki kanan akan terasa. Tapi there are some family generally speaking lah kan, they are not bersatu. It's so sad bila tengok keadaan sedemikian because yang akan merana dan sengsara is always the children. Where I came from, cousins are really close more than adik beradik. So I know buat jahat ke buat baik bersama sama ke bersama family. Seriously I love my cousins. I am close to especially 2 of my cousins ni. If they see my blog they will know I am talking about them. I am the oldest among them but sometimes I feel like I am not heheh. It is nice having life so close to the family. As you grow older you will realize that even your husband does not matter because he might leave you either bercerai hidup atau bercerai mati but when shit happens, you can always count on your cousins to help you, to calm you down, to everything lah. 

There are some family i encounter ni hmmmmp uncle bole ada rasa irihati jealous pada niece atau nephew dia sendiri. That is really wrong and totally weird and stupid. Why? Itu anak sedara kau bro. Darah daging kau. Anak kepada kakak/abang/adik kau. Why would you wanna hate your own blood. Why be jealous kalau anak sedara kau berjaya ke kaya dari kau ke hidup senang dari kau atau anak anak kau. Kau bodoh ke apa. Orang kalau dia senang kau patut bangga. Sekurang kurang nya dia tak menyusahkan kau bila dia senang dia bole jaga diri dia sendiri, family dia sendiri atau mak dia sendiri atau bapak dia sendiri. Sebab kalau dia susah kau nak ke tolong dia? Tu satu persoalan lagi. Maybe kau ok tapi bini kau tak suka. Atau bini kau ok tapi kau je perangai serupa musibat. Hmmmp. This does not just happen in drama, this happen in real life. I have seen it myself. Kesian lah. Orang yang dah tua, yang mana bila dia dah mati nanti anak anak sedara ni lah tukang nak baca talqin tukang tolong urus mayat kau dgn anak anak kau tapi kau sanggup aniaya diorang? Seriously, kau rasa kau tu jenis hidup lama ke? Atau kau rasa mayat kau akan bergolek masuk ke kubur? Hmmmp hopefully orang orang jenis macam ni akan bertaubat dan berubah. Sebab by the end of the day, no matter kau pernah gaduh, tengah gaduh atau rasa macam nak gaduh, family kau tetap akan ada untuk kau, kau akan tetap kembali kepada family kau. No matter what. Cuma jangan tunggu sampai time kau nak berbaik sudah terlambat. Kau kena ingat hukum karma Allah tu benar. Jangan amik mudah. Kalau tak kena kat kau kena kat anak anak kau. Cuba check tengok. Adakah anak anak kau bahagia hidupnya? Maybe kaya tapi adakah bahagia? Adakah anak anak kau berjaya? Maybe dapat harta dari kau itu tak bole dikira berjaya. Cuba check tengok. Jika banyak tidak dari iya cuba kau take a step back, muhasabah diri kau lihat di cermin kemudian fikir, dimana silap kau. Bro no human are perfect. But if you realize your mistake and you make an effort to change than you are excellent dah bro. Mistake is a mistake if you do it once. If you do it twice it is not longer a mistake but its a choice. 

Ada pulak sometimes aku terlihat family ok relationship nya tapi bila mana masuk orang ketiga, seperti maybe for example cousin cousin, Dalam dok ok semua tetiba salah sorang kawen. Kemudian tengok tengok dapat laki macam sial. Dahhhhh relationship cousin between cousin ni makin pudar. This is really not good. I mean come on lah, this cousin is stuck because that is the husband, the other side is her own family blood, her cousin. Maka dengan itu bermula la episod sakit hati, kurang senang dan sebagainya antara families. Ko rasa bagus ke benda tu berlaku. Yang jantan ni pon satu hal, kau dah masuk family tu kau nak porak peranda kan family tu. Eh bro, kalau kau buat dajal dengan bini kau ke kau cerai dia ke apa, dia takde siapa kecuali keluarga dia. Tak kisah la family yang mana but family is family. 

There are a lot of examples if i nak cerita macam sampai esok pon x abes seriously but listen, family is family. They will always be family no matter what no matter what happen even if you die tak akan putus status family tu. Before you want to destroy a family you must think. Think properly. What if someone else do it to you and family? What if someone else ruin your family? Would you like it? No right? So dont do things to people that you do not want other people to do it to you back. It's wrong, it's totally wrong. How can you sleep at night knowing that you are not nice to your family member? Knowing that you screw your own blood? Knowing you ruin a happy family? Knowing you hurt your wife/husband? How? 

I seriously don't understand. As for now, for me, I am praying that my own will not fall apart. Because bahagia bukan selalu but than again there is always rainbow after the rain soooo................kita berserah je lah yer tak. Hmmmppp

Peace no war!

#familyiseverything

"I BENCI HIPOKRIT" .... laaaa yeke? Seriously?

Alo semuaaaa

Well well well, I olss nampak ramai sangat orang orang tulis status di Facebook and other social media platform dgn status "i hate hypocrite", "i benci hipokrit" dan sewaktu dengannya yang ada kena mengena dengan hipokrit ni lah. Hmmmmp when you say you hate hypocrite, are you implying that you actually hate yourself? hahahahah like seriously? Why do i say that?

Well, you see to be honest EVERYONE IN THIS WORLS IS A HYPOCRITE! Please don't lie to yourself and show the world macam you are an angel or baik sangat sangat ya. Yes everyone in this world is a hypocrite. We live our life everyday by being a hypocrite. Of course there are good and bad hypocrite but the point here is HIPOKRIT TETAP HIPOKRIT! 

At work place, you hate your boss or your rakan sekerja but you have got no choice because you are working there. Bile boss or the person you hate lalu you smile, you say hi, sometimes you have lunch with them eventhough you dont like them. What the hell is that? That my dear, is hypocrite! You are being a hypocrite because your periuk nasi is there, because maybe you malas nak gaduh or maybe you have no choice lah. 

Then there is your family member maybe your cousin or your unty or whoever in your family. You cannot stand the sight of that person like forever. Kalau bole gathering ke apa mati mati la kau buat alasan tak mau attend busy kalah PM malaysia. Tapi tetiba kenduri kawin you got not choice you have got to attend because its kind of a major event in the family. You attended the wedding, you smile, salam that person, you even help at the wedding laughing and smiling as if you are having a good time. So, please do tell me what the hell is that? Hahahaha THAT IS ALSO A HYPOCRITE......HAAAA

Penat la I olss asyik kena bagi point point kat you olss ni pasal hipokrit. You olss sebelum nak tulis status kena faham dulu yer makna perkataan. Jangan asyik budget macam bagus status nya ya nanti malu pulak bile orang tegur. Kita semua tak perfect tak apa everyone knows no one is perfect. So better to keep your mouth shut than cakap macam orang bodoh. You hate that person so fine, you hate him or her. That is your problem but never ever call a person hipokrit sebab its like you are describing yourself. Macam orang kata apa ya ludah atas langit kena muka sendiri hew hew hewww. Sorry but the truth hurts isnt it. 

Another scenario just in case no one understand lagi kan meh I ols nak cerita sikit lagi. You hate this person A. You have a friend name B. You were bitching about A to B like nobody's business. All the time A this A that. One day you gaduh dengan B. B now no longer your friend but you guys are still connected via social media (biasa la nak stalk each other kot kan). One day B saw you kemain puji A ni kat page FB dia. After a while B finds out that you are doing some business pulak dengan A. Aik, kata benci menyampah etc etc tetiba now you jilat balik ludah you and buat business pulak. Asal bole buat duit and beri kau kesenangan kau pergi la yer. Jadi dalam scenario ni A ni is what? Ok kanak kanak sekalian, A is being a hypocrite. Yezzaaaa. 

Ok banyak lagi scenario yang I ols bole kupas for u olss yang tak berapa nak faham maksud perkataan hipokrit. Kesian laaa haiii. Please ya fahamkan, undertand it properly. You, me and everyone in this world semua is a hipokrit. Kita sometimes terpaksa menjadi hipokrit untuk banyak situasi. Be it situasi tu kerana you nak kena jaga hati orang, you malas nak gaduh dengan orang ke, you terpaksa kerana keluarga ke, kerana periuk nasi you ke, kerana business ke, hipokrit tu tetap hipokrit. Tiada yang terlepas dari being a hipokrit. Sadly it's part of our life. To survive dalam dunia yang kejam ni, dalam work place atau business world yang penuh dengan politics sometimes you terpaksa menjadi orang yang mcm tu. What to do. Life is not easy. 

Maka dengan itu, lepas ni jangan lagi gelar orang hipokrit atau nak acah acah bagus keluar status tulis you hate hipokrit because YOU YOURSELF IS A HIPOKRIT. Haaaaa sorry la but I olss suka cakap benda benda yang realiti aja, fantasy fantasy acah acah bagus I ols tak suka walaupun I ols sendiri memang juga seorang hipokrit. The truth always hurts. Pada yang baru tersedar kata diri tu hipokrit dont be sad, move on with your life, you can't help it, you need to be to survive sometimes. It's ok as long as you tak judge other people. Nobody is perfect so terima je lah hahahah

Peace, no war yo!!!

KING COCO WHO?

COCO COCO COCO COCO COCO COCO COCO COCO. Lately ni kemain lagi dok keluar viral this girl who calls herself King Coco. There is also parody video of her on youtube, on Facebook and on IG. I didnt know about her until recently the only thing that kept on popping on my newsfeed are King Coco this King Coco that. Out of curiosity I went on looking for her Instagram and finally found her real official account. My owh my was I shocked. Bukan terkejut pasal apa, just terkejut that her followers are like puluh puluh ribu. And yet dia asyik kena kecam. After following her IG for a month baru faham why people kecam her all the time. 

First of all, yes her accent is so fake. I am sure when she was in school that is not the way she speaks. However, its her life suka hati dia la nak speak in whatever accent I think. But ya, before she even wants to speak in whatever accent she should at least practice and decide which county accent she would like to stick to. Yes her accent is extremely iritating, its like kalau x reti baik kau diam je kinda iritating (if you know what i mean). The most funny ones is the way she pronounce "found die tion". She was actually referring to foundation by the way but its like entah. Hahaha. Maybe she needs a speech therapy tutor to help her with her accent. 

Secondly, I notice her lifestyle is very suspicious. Before she always posted herself checking in a hotel almost every night after her work at the gym and during night time she is like some sort of a Coyote Ugly kinda dancer who dance on a table at a bar called PRIME. Well, I dont know this girl for real but she does give people an impression as if she is also a call girl. She maybe not but the impression she potrays is that. But than again, its her life up to her how she wants to live her life. Nowadays I notice she has already deleted most of the photos and videos. But you know what they say, kalau dah terlajak tu tak bole buat apa. Some of the Malaysian citizen ni can be very creative, they actually saved her videos and it got viral. 

Thirdly, her scandal with a married man. This one got a little bit messy in my opinion. Now she is married to that married man she had a scandal with. All of them became viral, the husband, the madu. Its crazy I think. Dari orang tak kenal the husband and the madu now dah kenal. There is even a fake account. From the day she married this man who is I think quite wealthy, this King Coco girl has started to change her IG postings. No more Coyote Ugly dance on a bar top table videos, no just wearing a bra on the bed videos. Just her IG review videos and sometimes her lifestyle videos. Of course, the accent is still there but sometimes I feel that she is slowly loosing it. Hahaha. True, what she did with a married man before they got married is wrong. I mean, banyak lelaki dalam dunia ni laki orang jugak kau nak. And she is so young. Well, love is blind they say. It must be that or the money is good perhaps. Whatever it is, I am sure she must be looking out at her future. Nak kawen dengan someone yang bole bagi security in life. But but but but, bahagia atas derita orang lain is not a nice way to secure your future. Plus, if he could do that to his 1st wife, what makes King Coco thinks the husband is not going to do the same to her in the future and get a 3rd one? Also, money does not last. If one day the husband has no money anymore, or something happen etc, would she still love him the way she "love" him right now? If King Coco is a smart girl, she should create her own empire now that she is married. Create her own business, makes her own money and keep it very tightly in her fixed deposit account. That is if she is smart. Because kids nowadays nak hidup senang sahaja, money talks all the time. Tak kisah la laki orang ke, muka macam jalan TAR, mamat tu badan macam godzilla ke, if he is rich than he looks handsome and interesting to them. Alaa ni bukan the young ones je the older ones also are going for this. Its like a trend. But than again, who are we to judge right. Its their life. They choose it and they should know what they are getting themselves into and be responsible for their own shit. If you get what I mean hmmmp.

Despite whatever crap this King Coco is trying to potray and despite whatever shit the society is saying about her, I think it is not her fault that she is super famous right now. You guys the society are the ones responsible for her success in becoming viral and famous. If you people didnt give her so much attention on social media, not many people would know about her except for those who added her as a friend or those who are her actual friends. You guys shared her video, make a parody of her, wrote an open letter to her and her husband on social media. Thanks to you guys, she is now famous like hell. People hate her and yet they follow her, watch her IG all the time waiting to see what she do next, We might think she is "just an entertainment to pass my boring time" or "bimbo bodo" whatsoever we might think of her, the truth is she, King Coco has won and succeed in making herself famous. Social media is a powerful tools. With just 1 click it can go from one end to the other in such a short period of time. Tulah you dont like a person but you gave that person too much attention, than its not hate. Its more of a love hate relationship you have with her IG. Seriously. Now even the newspaper wants to write about King Coco, the magazines are looking for her to do a photoshoot, all thanks to all the Malaysian citizen who gave her so much attention. 

After this if she keluar her own product, that product is going to make her become a millionaire because people no matter if they hate her or not, are going to buy her product just to try and see what the hell it is all about. If she is smart enough she will come out with her own product, make her already viral self name A BRAND and make millions. At least this way, her future will be very secured regardless if she still has a husband in the future or not. Well, this is just an opinion from a third party who likes to observes.

I dont know this King Coco very well but I think she knows what she was doing right from the beginning. Never underestimate a girl who looks like a bimbo with an accent. Because sometimes looks can be deceiving. You think she is stupid but clearly she is smarter than you. Huuhu.

As for me, King Coco I dont know. Coco Chanel on the other hand, I know..........

Peace no war!!

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#kingcocosiapa
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